I had a bit of a scare last night. I woke up in the middle of the night with a really bad feeling about the baby. I would have tried to get an appointment with the midwife today to get some reassurance but I ended up having to take my son to the hospital because he suddenly got really sick (he seems fine now). So I've ordered a hire doppler online, hopefully it will arrive early next week so i can give myself some reassurance whenever i need it. Fingers are crossed that bub is ok.