Posted 18 June 2005 - 08:49 PM
Thanks for your kind messages right now ... it means alot.
I'm trying so hard to keep a happy face for DH (I don't want him to worry about how badly I've taken this) and DS (he has no idea what's going on and wouldn't know why mummy is so sad) but it's feeling like a losing battle. I had forgotten about just how badly this whole IVF messes with your hopes and dreams. It doesn't help when there is no explanation as to why it didn't work. I tried so hard not to get my hopes up but with every twinge I felt during the last ten days it wasn't something that I could stop.
How can I stop crying?