I am so sorry for what you have been through it is a terrible experience having an ectopic and i know how hard it is.
I had mine in Jan and it too ruptured and i lost the right tube. Mine too was missed on an earlier scan, I was nine weeks when it ruptured
Here is a link to my story:http://www.essentialbaby.com.au/CFForum/vi...67&Topic=136111
It has been pretty hard to deal with emotionally and i still grieve for the baby i lost in such circumstance, although now i feel ready to ttc again, although i am scared of another ectopic. With an ectopic you are also grieving for the lost tube and your lost fertility.
I have found the girls in here on EB to be a fantastic group for support and i have also attended a SANDS meeting which has been helpful/
There is also a ttc after Ectopic thread, so please come and join us in there.
Look after yourself.
m/c 09/04 & Ectopic 01/05
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