[zaacaa]

Well the nausea and vomiting has hit.... And so have my freaking out thoughts. I had such an awful moment before thinking "why did I do this? Life was great, why did I have to change it?". I guess I'm freaking out that my DS is going to suffer as a result of my being sick and miserable and unable to do things with him, and I'm already feeling guilty. I also had this overwhelming thought that more than one child was a mistake and that I will never be able to cope with 2. I'm an anxious person anyway and tend to worry about things, but am I the only one who has these thoughts that another child will be too much, or do you think this is also a by product of feeling so sick?

[Chedasha]

Tinkster he is beyond gorgeous, congratulations. Great feeling to not be sick.

To all the newly HGers you have my complete empathy. It is the worst time ever. It is just such a mental and physical struggle. Any time I start to think oh perhaps it wasn't so bad, I remember being in the hell of it all and saying to my family if I could have the 40 million lotto superdraw win if I went another week or it to end right now I would choose ending right now. That is an indication of how bad I felt.

This post has been edited by Chedasha: 06/10/2012, 05:13 PM

[RealityBites]

Zacaa - I am with you. I felt so sick on Thursday that I made an appointment for a termination. Now feeling a bit better, so cancelled it. This is not a fun ride.

[zaacaa]

No definitely not a fun ride. I'm also feeling a bit better today so the negative thoughts aren't there, but it seems hard to remember when you're in the thick of it that the thoughts will pass and they are part of the sickness. Regardless of whether you've just given someone else that advice!!

[~A2~]

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