I'm turning 40 early next month and I just don't know what's wrong with me, if I was being totally honest I just wish the date would come and go, I just don't feel like celebrating my birthday this year - 40 or not
I have no problems turning 40 (not overly excited about it either mind you
) and normally I'm the first person up for a big party. I love hosting parties, especially when they are just because parties
We've been to a few 40th in the last couple of years that are "big" events and I don't know if it's because I have a case of the can't be bothered's or if it's because money is a bit tight at the moment and I couldn't compete, but I really feel like I'm throwing this party for the sake of everyone else
I'm turning 40, life is great for us right now, why am I feeling like this ??????