Sonia.......shocking really isnt it. I too left the hospital with nothing. No contacts, no papers, nothing! I really felt dumped so to speak.
I had a baby, he died....oh well thats life.........NEXT. thats how I was made to feel.
I am sorry you were 'forgotten' as well
About 10 weeks after Caelum died the doctor discussed the autopsy report with us, but it didnt give me any answers that I wanted. I really did put too much onto it. I hope with your appointment you come away with some sort of satisfaction.
Feeling a bit weird....I think about my son everyday. Whether in detail or as a passing thought. However, these last few days with this thread and just reading everyone stories, it has made me feel rather sad to the point of dreaming about it.
Arhhhhh You know, replaying everything. Pictures, smells, colours, thoughts. Enough to send you bonkers LOL
Not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing????
In the early days everyone said...
"your so strong" etc etc you know the comments. So when I start feeling like this I wonder if I have some sort of bottled up grief which is lying dormant waiting to 'attack' me. So I have to ask myself, do I continue with this sort of thing or not read and continue on but then thinking will 'it' come to get me later.
No answers required, just writing it down really.
Nothing is simple, even this far along.